(you) cut off
end button, like that
I cut
back
your voice over wire and
the bonsoirities you tired of and
our goodnight goodbyes ungood
leaves me feeling like a perpetual phone
off
 hook
& you would choose not to ease my conscience with a final goodnight,
over the extra minute
of (you) time
merci quelque part
Je ne pas souffrir
Je n'ai
pas because
(you) cut off
&
I cut
back

after looking like a total idiot trying to call you back as I said I would for ten minutes, thinking it was just bad reception

(bad reception all right)

it occured to me that instead of a quick text of  'call tomorrow tired love' or a 'bad reception call tomorrow goodnight'

(bad reception all right)

you simply end button click off no time for
let her
bye, her
what, her?

so

Je n'ai
pas because
(you) cut off
&
I cut
back